Continuation of Dry April
Not white-knuckling life this week. Starting to investigate possible inpatient treatment. Feeling more useful at work, even if everything else is still kind of bleak. Angry at myself for missing so much of May, which is usually my favourite month. … Continue reading Breaking the Habit: Things Are a Bit Better Edition
TW. I’ve tried to put in a read more here but it and spoiler tags are iffy in main posts, so proceed with caution.
So last week I wrote about scaring myself by ordering groceries. This past weekend I scared myself in another way.
Continue reading “Breaking the Habit: 9-8-8 Is Not a Joke Edition”
Yeah okay. Need to make more effort, or get more help, or both. Remember unidentified party bruises? Or, probably later, hangxiety? This week was the homeowner’s renter’s edition. I remember tidying my bathroom, and then changing a lightbulb — which … Continue reading Breaking the Habit: “Sleep”-Shopping Edition
I’m so tired. Jokes aside, I’m really tired of fighting my brain. I’ve talked to my therapist about a couple of new options, but there are serious disadvantages to them. There’s also the apparent truism that you can’t change if … Continue reading Breaking the Habit: Lili Von Shtüpp Edition
In which your host missed posting this last week. Sorry everyone. (Also in which your host witnessed the absolute enshittification of Google’s search function while trying to find a simple link about May Day. JFC, y’all.) As of this writing … Continue reading Breaking the Habit: May Day Edition
In which your host sees the end of May and the rapid approach of the summer solstice and thinks about what she really wants. How is everyone else doing? Continue reading Breaking the Habit
In which your host is plain exhausted, y’all. I’m not doing well with this and I’m tired of fighting my brain. How is everyone else doing? Continue reading Breaking the Habit
In which your host is annoyed, suffering from insomnia, and would like to give more than a few people what for. In more relevant news, still drinking too much but am eating less junk and getting more exercise. How is … Continue reading Breaking the Habit
In which your host is doing no better in some areas, but is getting more exercise and fresh air thanks to it being the best month of the year. I wish it could be May for at least 5 months … Continue reading Breaking the Habit
Did really poorly over the weekend, but not too bad the last couple days. Walking home from work helps. How is everyone else doing with their habits/challenges? It’s a new month, who is celebrating a milestone, or picking up a … Continue reading Breaking the Habit
