I’m so tired.

Jokes aside, I’m really tired of fighting my brain. I’ve talked to my therapist about a couple of new options, but there are serious disadvantages to them.

There’s also the apparent truism that you can’t change if you don’t want to. And I guess what I have to wrestle with is whether I really want to. I know I should, but that’s not the same thing.

Anyway. I’m so tired. May is my favourite month of the year and I’m missing it. Stupid addiction.

How is everyone else doing?